change the fates' design

save what has been lost

bring back what once was mine

what once was mine

knight/lord ships are like. what if i would die for you. what if i wanted you to live for me. what if i wanted to touch you but could only be satisfied with being near you. what if i could touch you but only through the safety of our gloves. what if i couldn’t stop thinking about you right next to me. what if i bloodied my hands for you and never looked back at the wreckage. what then

what if i wasn’t allowed to love you. what if i loved you anyway. what if you knew and i knew but we wouldn’t dare to take that step. what if we made meaningful eye contact as i knelt at your feet and devoted my whole being to you. what if i whispered your name for only you to hear

“my lord” is actually something that can be so personal

what if i said “my lord” but i actually meant “my love”

reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

Everyone cries (but only because they’re stupid), they go home, and Leon wins a lot of money :)

Merlin’s Angry Magic Reveal, part 5 (final part)

Part 1   Part 2   Part 3   Part 4

TW: Lots of death again I suppose (you’ll see what I mean)

• The gang watches on in amazement as Merlin calls lightening strike after lightening strike, seemingly unbothered by the chaos around him, and the power he was displaying.
• Merlin really wasn’t kidding when he said they should be scared of him. Damn.
• They worry for a moment, and Lancelot has to hold Arthur back, as they notice the first of the three enemy sorcerers step into their line of sight. But they calm quickly when they see Merlin look towards her and nod, before going back to the battle at hand. If he trusted her, then they would to.
• Elyan points to her and shouts at everyone to keep a tight grip on the horses as they see the ground beginning to shake, the ripples in the mud heading towards them at an alarming pace.
• “Brace yourselves!” is shouted by Leon moments before it reaches them, and all of them are thrown to the ground violently.
• No one is injured, but they are dazed, and it takes them a few moments to right themselves again. The next time they look out, a frenzied blue fire is ripping into those closest to Merlin, and dissipating into the air around him.
• Now with some space, it would appear that Merlin had taken inspiration from his new found friend, and the ground shakes even more violently than before (though this time much more contained, The Gang doesn’t feel even a small tremor where they stand).
• Gwen speaks up quietly, but still loud enough that everyone can hear her over the shrieking:
• “Gods above… how long has he been able to do that?”
• Morgana answers her:
• “The Druids don’t fuck around. They did say he would be The Most Powerful Warlock to Ever Walk the Earth, I guess we should’ve seen this coming.”
• Everyone nods distractedly, but no one can tear their gaze from the scene in front of them. The ground snaps shut with one last rumble, over half the army having disappeared, and they see the remaining soldiers turn to flee.
• Every one of them gasps in shock as vines burst from the ground, and begin to rip the deserters to shreds. None of them thought that Merlin was the type to kill someone who had their back turned, but like he said earlier… he was pissed.
• Suddenly the battlefield is near empty, and silent. They’re distracted by the slight tilt of Merlin’s head, and the distant sounds of howling wolves (no doubt summoned to take care of the last few soldiers), so don’t see the frenzied King sneak up on him before it’s too late.
• Arthur takes in a sudden breath when he notices and begins sprinting towards Merlin, no one holding him back this time.
• The King of Camelot shouts his warning too late as the sword pierces Merlin’s back, and is forced with a shove out through his chest.
• The sorcerers in front of him stare on in shock, too far away from Arthur for him to be paying them any attention.
• He pulls his sword out as Merlin’s attacker stumbles back, and cuts him down without a thought, without looking away from Merlin for even a second.
• He collapses on the floors behind his friend (could he really call him that after last night?) and begins to beg (begging who, he isn’t quite sure. Anyone that would listen, he supposes) :
• “ No…. no no no, Come on Merls, don’t do this to me. You promised.”
• He has to hold in a pained gasp as he turns Merlin over, and is struck with horror as he realises the exact resemblance to the vision from four days ago.
• The blank stare of Merlin’s eyes, the blood from his mouth. All identical.
• Arthur is so wrapped up in his shock, that he doesn’t notice The Gang finally catching up, and gathering around him.
• Everyone is in shock, painful cries escaping them. Both at the death of their friend, and the sporadic breathing and sobs of Arthur.
• Lancelot pushes to the front, and kneels on the other side of Merlin, taking his already cold hand in his own and whispering to himself (to Merlin) :
• “Come on…. come on, Merlin. You can do it, you’re immortal remember. Come on.”
• After what felt like forever, the forgotten sorcerers push through the crowd. Everyone is too shocked to notice the intrusion.
• The girl takes in a deep breath, and whispers:
• “Emrys…” before crouching next to Arthur, and tilting her head, as if waiting.
• She looks up to her two companions, and they nod at her, seeming to all be agreeing on something. She swallows and looks back towards Merlin’s blank face, reaching towards the hilt of the sword at his spine.
• Leon and Elyan jump into action, grabbing her shoulders and pulling her back:
• “What are you doing?!” and “Don’t touch him!” are shouted simultaneously as they grip her, but she looks back in annoyance before replying sharply:
• “I’m trying to help! How do you expect him to wake up with a great big bloody sword through his chest?”
• This seems to get Arthur’s attention, and he looks up for the first time, eyes red and cheeks wet as he stares at her in confusion.
• Her annoyance fades, and she gives him a soft look as she explains:
• “He will be fine, I promise. But he won’t wake up if he’s just immediately going to die again. His body has to heal before his soul returns to it. We need to take it out.”
• In Arthur’s state of shock and grief, it takes him a few moments to fully register what was said, but he shakes his head and looks back at her, before saying in a quiet, shaking voice:
• “He’ll come back?”
• All three of the sorcerers nod slowly understanding his grief, and the girl reaches for the hilt of the sword once again, slowly this time.
• “Do it.” from Arthur prompts her to grip the metal, and pull it from Merlin’s body with a sickening squelch.
• The whole gang grimaces as it come away slick with blood, and try not to look at the floor as the puddle around him begins to expand even quicker than before.
• Everyone stares at Merlin with bated breath, waiting and hoping (well… the gang is hoping. The three helpers don’t seem too worried) for any sort of movement.
• After what seemed like hours, Merlin’s eyes blink slowly, and he brings in half a shuddered breath before coughing violently, and rolling off of Arthur’s lap and onto the floor, onto his hands and knees.
• The Gang stares in shock as their previously dead friend coughs and splutters, blood flying from his mouth, before he collapses down onto his back, clutching his chest:
• “That bloody hurt.”
• Gwaine is the first to begin laughing, not necessarily out of humour, but an adrenaline crash mixed with a no-longer-dead friend will do that to you sometimes.
• Merlin stares up in confusion as everyone joins in, some hysterical (and probably still in shock), and some just quietly chucking at how stupid they’d been.
• Percival is the first to catch his breath and speak:
• “Are you telling me… that after all that worrying… we literally just had to pull the thing out of you, and you’d be fine again?”
• Merlin shrugs as best he can from his position on the floor (made even harder by the fact that one of his hands was being gripped by Arthur, the other by Lancelot) and replies with a smirk:
• “I guess so. I told you I’d be fine!”
• Everyone shakes their heads in disbelief, and Lancelot stands, pulling Merlin and Arthur with him. Merlin is quickly engulfed in a tight group hug, the sorcerers having just managed to escape and standing off to the side, staring on in amusement.
• Arthur is the last to pull away, and Merlin’s now free arms wrap around him without hesitation as he buries his head in his friend’s (?) neck:
• “I told you. Nothing can keep me away from you… at least not for too long. Pull it out a little quicker next time, yeah?”
• Arthur laughs quietly and pulls back, pressing his forehead against Merlin’s before quietly replying with a smile:
• “Bold of you to assume I will ever allow this to happen again.”
• It’s Merlin’s turn to laugh this time, and the both of them ignore the confusion on everyone else’s faces (as far as they were all concerned, that comment came unprompted out of nowhere).
• Arthur coughs slightly and pulls back, his face flushed, seeming to remember that they were surrounded by their closest friends.
• Merlin rolls his eyes before also stepping back, and giving Arthur a pointed look:
• “Don’t look so embarrassed Arthur. I’m pretty sure this lot knew before we did.”
• He doesn’t give Arthur time to reply, instead looking around at his friends with an exhausted, but shining smile on his face:
• “Time to go home, I think.”

Continua a leggere

It's a bit late, but I thought I'd share a few drawings the past week of Merlin brainrot induced!

every episode of merlin is like

morgana: the best way to kill arthur is to make him piss rocks. here i have this magic snake where anyone who is bit will piss rocks! he’ll never see it coming

arthur: i am pissing rocks

gaius: merlin is at the tavern

merlin: i have found a special flower that only opens when you recite a spell at it and it can be used to cure rock pissing disease. enjoy this tea i’ve made, arthur!

arthur: i have stopped pissing rocks thanks to the bravery of my knights. the moment they captured this random soldier who brought the snake to camelot, i was drinking my tea and i quit pissing rocks.

morgana: thwarted again! if only emrys didn’t know every detail of arthur’s life that only his servant would know!

@roulette-sinclair exactly

New OT3 dynamic just dropped

1. I Dumb!

2. Outwardly worried, inwardly impressed

3. Ffs why

'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned

Happiness Will Come To You.

when tho

When You Least Expect It. Probably Late March

reblog for happiness to come for you in late march!

I reblogged this last year and I hung out with blink-182 backstage on March 30. Reblogging again because it worked the first time.

honestly, last year one of the best days of my life happened in late March